hi dad,thinking of this time last year i wish that things had been different but looking back we know you thought you knew best not telling us things but i really wish you had we may or may not have changed what happened its sad to think this year you are also not with me but i know mum and tracy are with you all look after each other for me ,i miss our phone calls they cant happen again but dad all i can say is 1st christmas without you seems strange ,hope you are not trying to have the last word up there dad and causing trouble haha love and miss you dad xxxx